Good Feelings and Bad Feelings

I feel so good now. I called Balaji karamadai and home. I spoke to Dad for some time. He said I had to graduate. Good. That means I should graduate. I have a lot of negative feelings about the word itself. I don't know why!!!
I was wondering if I had to graduate in Dec or in Summer. Guess it is going to be now. I hope it is now. I hope there are no insurmountable problems. God I wish there are not too many problems!

I called Balaji, that made me feel gud. By the time I had spoken home I felt so much better. That it was Thiyagarajan's turn and then Jaggu's. I had a good chat with everybody. Came to know abt a lot of ppl.

I watched a little TV. Spoke to Sherry a bit. Never felt gud. But anyway now I do. We just spoke abt sexual organs, the way she liked it and all that and finally her bf arrived. Cool.
See you tomorrow diary
I am going to go home and sleep. I saw Harish with an Indian girl. Wonder how they still talk to him. He is kind of a leader, may be. So may be he still has value. They were talking to a couple. I was like "What!" but it turns out the couple are foreign and they are new. SO that explains it. They would have spoken to him!!!

I hope all is fine with Dad. He has asked me to graduate. So I must. He is my emotional support after Balaji.

Being socially connected is so key.